trying to become my dream

I haven't been doing well lately so I haven't updated.  I haven't been doing well in school either. I'm just a failure. I'm too scared to weigh myself, i've been eating like a cow for the past week.

I'm going to put an end to that right now, though!  I'm not really religous, but I've like giving up things for lent.  I'll be giving up: chocolate, dairy (except for the fat free cheese and promise spread i have in the fridge, i don't want to toss it), chips,  cake and candy that isn't sugar free. I'm also vowing not to pull more than one all nighter a week and to go to ALL of my classes. 

I plan to eat less than 800 calories tomorrow and to go to the library to do work!!